today woke up and started to cough like hell, use computer until bored then went to do some stuff. last few days were damn boring and no one is free to go out at all what sort of holiday is this. tomorrow i got band on 1.30pm at least tomorrow will not be that bored, going to buy a birthday present for someone in the sisterhood, don't know what to buy for her.
my heart is slowly fixing itself as days goes but i am scared that someone would break it again.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today woke up and started to use computer. i finally managed to finish doing my music and now going to ask for some of my friends help to make it, feels great to finish writing it and all i need to now is a guitar, piano, bass and a singer can't wait to start practicing it but this time no more treating seoul garden maybe mcdonald, KFC, long john or burger king cause now not that much money in my wallet. not doing my holiday homework so fast maybe i week before school reopen then do.
i don't know what is real or fake anymore but if i found out it is real then something really bad is going to happen and this time i would not hold back at all.
DerrickO0ng a.k.a Zhang Fei

nothing to write so decided to write the story of pandaman

Year 2030, in a dark corner of Bright City, lies a powerful evil force: Violent Group, headed by Tiger Brother & Wolf. Burning, killing, looting, they begin destroying the whole city, and also begin brewing a terrible secret plan: to control the human brain. At such a critical time, Bright City’s 2 super heroes ‘Panda Superman’ & ‘Panda Heroic’ take up the responsibility of protecting the citizens and restoring justice.

‘Panda Superman’s father was previously a very kind-hearted philanthropist, and organised many charity events. One day, someone kidnapped his little boy and ‘Panda Superman’s father rushed to save him, but unfortunately lost his own life. Hence, this little boy ‘Panda Superman’ used his father’s head, and a panda’s attitude as the spirit of his own future. After this incident, he would wear a panda outfit, and restore justice in the community. As for the other Pandaman – ‘Panda Heroic’ is a cleaner at the zoo, of course he is also very kind-hearted.

These 2 Pandamen are set out to protect the citizens of Bright City, and ultimately let good overcome evil!
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today is vesak day which i have no idea what it is. today wake up and started to use com, no one wanted to go out today so had to stay at home, using this time to rest and also work on my song, still need to few more day before i am done and call some friends to help me. maybe calling different people this time. download a lot of songs today and all of them rock.
i will be by your side protecting you forever but how long is forever and when i am gone will you be able to protect yourself.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today got our report book back and this is my result.
english 61.2
chinese 60.4
maths 60.4
science 73.0
combined humanities 71.9
DNT 55.7
overall 63.8
class position 3/40
level position 23/157
after getting back my result, went to 3n4 classroom and watched movie. mattheiu[lu meng] had to go first. so me and kian siong[huang zhong] watched until i feel damn tired, eat breakfast in school before going home. today no one want to go out so i can rest myself, all i need is a few more days of rest before i am back to myself again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUCK OOPS I MEAN SIYA[YUE YING] MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE
today after school, went home first before going out with ruizhe[zhao yue], kian siong[huang zhong], mattheiu[lu meng], siya[yue ying] and wei ting. first meet at tampines and after that went for lunch and ruizhe[zhao yue] and siya[yue ying] started to talk about balls. after lunch went to walk around tampines and one guy sneezed damn loudly and after that said: wa lan, smell like fuck, all of us laughed like hell and we all quickly ran away. after that wei ting had to go home so sent her to the bus stop. after that went to chinatown to buy present for siya[yue ying] went in the shop and siya started to look at hitman reborn stuff. mattheiu[lu meng] had no more money so i had to buy the present first and he paid me back next time, siya[yue ying] keep on rejecting my money until kian siong[huang zhong] came and put my money inside her wallet, then she d=said she is going to kill mattheiu[lu meng] and me, don't get her at all sia want to treat her nice but she don't want. after that went to mcdonald for dinner and after that all of us went home. walk home with kian siong[huang zhong] and relax bro i will take care of my body. reach home damn tired think i am going to go sleep after blogging.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today went to school feeling damn sick after school went for the workshop which lasted for 45 min. after that me,kian siong[huang zhong], ruizhe[zhao yue], matthieu[lu meng], jamie[diao chan], siya[yue ying], valerie[da qiao], xing ying, weting and weisin to bugis. went to otaku house and kian siong[huang zhong] bought a ring. after that me, kian siong[huang zhong], valrie[da qiao], jamie[diao chan] and xing ying got lost as we were seperated from the others, went around bugis looking for the others and found them in popular. went to look and the music section and saw the pandaman poster. after that me. kian siong[huang zhong], ruizhe[zhao yue] and matthieu[lu meng]. went to somewhere to do something. after that the girls decided to play hide and seek with us but in the end found them. after that all of us went home and me and kian siong[huang zhong] went home together. oh ya thank you jamie[diao chan] for your present and card , very cute but i don't smoke.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today woke up and use com, looking for some new songs but in the end didn't find any. today use the new pair for drumstick and it was better then my old one as it is much longer and better grip. practice some of my cca songs and try out the rhythm i wrote down but it is missing something but i can't seem to figure it out maybe need to listen to more songs and maybe i will find out what is missing.
i've been beside you all this time but you just didn't notice me and i really hoped that one day you will notice me.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today burnt my finger during DNT lesson and some of my skin turn black. after school went to 3n4 classroom and it was damn crazy, ruizhe[zhao yue] started to teach us chinese bad words and then valerie]da qiao] was covering her ears. then suddenly wei ting started to chase siya[yue ying] around the class. stay there until 1.30pm and went up to AVA and wilfred and teck hou was inside and the three of us started to move all the tables and chairs to the front. today wilfred and shi yue was in charge and we had warm up first, then had sectional and finally combine. today play drum until my hand was shaking, after band walk home with kian siong[huang zhong] and mattheiu[lu meng]. reach home at about 7pm and was damn hungry and now need to do some band camp things, being a leader is so hard but i must not give up.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME[ZHANG FEI] FOR MY FIRST WISH I WISH THAT ALL MY BROTHER AND SISTER WILL BE HAPPY EVERYDAY, FOR MY SECOND WISH, I WISH THAT MY DRUM SKILL CAN IMPROVE. AND THE LAST WISH WILL REMAIN AS A SECRET. today went to singapore river for the heritage trail, and my team came in first for the race. after that went for the boat ride and thank you 3n6 and 3n4 for singing happy birthday to me and not throwing me into the singapore river. thank you ruizhe[zhao yue], kian siong[huang zhong], mattheiu[lu meng] and siya[yue ying] for your drumsticks, really love it. after the heritage trail, went back to school and had dinner with kian siong[huang zhong] and mattheiu[lu meng]. then zhi wei came and talk about a lot of things. after dinner went home and didn't celebrate my birthday as i stop celebrating when i was in primary 3. i am now 15 years old the oldest among the brotherhood and i will lead the brotherhood until another brother have his birthday and become as old as me.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

yesterday had photo taking for class and band had to change to band uniform right after class photo taking and after band photo taking still need to have combined band and i had to play wearing my long sleeve shirt which is quite uncomfortable as it was damn hot. me and teck hou got chosen to be overall in charge of the band camp so we have to do a lot of things. today after school had to call the people who are in charge of food and BBQ for band camp to see mrs lua and i have to go too. mrs lua face was damn funny when she was asking for idea from us. after that went home cause everybody went home as well. this mid year i didn't fail any subject but maths need to improved or else surely will fail one. got good result on my combined science and combined humanities both having more then 70 percent. tomorrow got heritage trail and it happened on my most important day, but at least don't need to go band.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today still walking like a old man in school, today got back maths paper 1 and got 29/50, chinese 63 percent and chemistry 37/50. after school went to eat lunch with ruizhe[zhao yue], kian siong[huang zhong] and matthieu[lu meng]. after that went to AVA for the workshop from 2.30pm to 4pm, its was boring like hell and had to submit a photo by tomorrow which is like so fast, don't thinki am going to do it as i don't really like to take photo. tomorrow got photo taking for my class and band so need to bring band uniform and they only give us 30 min to change which is so short and then after that i think still got band and we have to play in band uniform which is so hot. gave roy[sun ce] piece of paper which has a simple rhythm on it and told him to play until he can stop looking at the drumset while playing, don't think he can do it as i think he is only going to be interested in drum only for a while.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

my ankle finally recovered but still cannot walk too much or fast and still cannot play drumset for 1 more day. today went to cut my hair and it look weird think need to cut a little bit more.
for the last few days, there is this rhythm that keeps on going in my head wrote it down today and sounded quite good, keeping it so that it may help me in the future and this time i am going to ask different person to help me.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

my ankle is starting to recover at least now it doesn't hurt when i touch it only hurt when walking. me and teck hou got selected to go for a leadership course on the 27th and 31st of may heard it for all the cca leader to go so maybe can see some of my brother and sister. watched a very funny movie on youtube and it is call 'tenacious D'.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today went to school and sprain my ankle now is freaky pain that it took me 5 min to walk from my room to my computer. anyway during recess me and sharlene went to meet ashikin and told us that today we are in charge of band. after school went to library with ruizhe[zhao yue],kian siong[huang zhong] and matthieu[lu meng] to watch the bedok view birthday bash video. the girls were like damn funny went watching this video. after that went for band and i had to fall both the junior and senior in together, today had to play two new songs and they were "on broadway" and "reach out i will be there" had to play the drumset with a injured ankle so didn't play good at all. walking from school to home was a tiring thing as i had to walk like a old uncle all the way to my home. reached home and told my grandma about my injured ankle and she massage for me, if my ankle still feeling pain tomorrow then i have to go see a doctor.my recover so that i can continue to play the drumset.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

mid year is finally over, think i am going to fail maths and DNT.
after school went to play pool with ruizhe[zhao yue], kian siong[huang zhong], matthieu[lu meng] and roy[sun ce]. first went to kian siong[huang zhong] house first to change into our home clothes then went to tampines to eat lunch then went to yamaha and roy[sun ce] went to but a pair of drumsticks which cost about $17 plus can't believe he seriously want to learn how to play the drumset and he asked me to teach him the basic like drum roll. after that went to sarfra to play pool, today lost to kian siong[huang zhong], roy[sun ce] one time and lost to ruizhe[zhao yue] two times. beat matthieu[lu meng] two times and ruizhe[zhao yue] one time, and the most funniest thing happened, me and matthieu[lu meng] was playing pool and when i put a balll in the pocket the ball was supposed to stay in the machine but the ball came back out like it was a white ball then we finshed playing one set and all the ball was in the hole under the table so we managed to play three free matches of pool. play until 4pm and roy[sun ce] went home while the rest of us went back to tampines to eat some food.after that went home as most of us felt tired after playing pool like crazy except for mattheiu[lu meng]. walk home with kian siong[huang zhong] and as usual talk about a lot of things while going home.
tomorrow is a normal school day when other school are marking day, and worst is that there is band tomorrow and confirm will kana scolding from conductor tomorrow. sec 4 have steeped down and there are only 7 sec 3 taking over the band and they are me, shih ting[ma chao], wilfred, teck hou, sharlene, hye won and shi yun. hoped thing will go smooth tomorrow.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

yesterday went out to sutdy with ruizhe[zhao yue], kian siong[huang zhong] and siya[yue ying] at changi airport. first had to meet in mrt station and then saw ruizhe[zhao yue[ on the other side of the station so decided to go to the other side then ruizhe[zhao yue] tricked me and went to the other side. then the both of us tricked siya[yue ying] as well. after that went to changi airport and went around looking for place to study and in the end we had to go to mcdonald again, eat first then study chemistry and DNT. study until we got kicked out of mcdonald then study at the chair in front of mcdonald, study until 6 plus then went to tampines to walk around. went to yamaha and siya[yue ying] immediately went to look at the electric guitar, ruizhe[zhao yue] and kian siong[huang zhong] went to play the piano while i of course went to look at the drumsticks, must buy a new pair of stick during the holiday but can't decide if i should get the black and white sticks or the black and red sticks. after that went to toy r us and siya[yue ying] went crazy went she saw the hitman reborn vending machine which was out of order, she then went to ask the people there which other places have the vending machine and the people replied in other toy r us. after that went to comic connection to look for siya[yue ying] things. after that went hom with kian siong[huang zhong] and talked about a lot of thing on the way, reached home at about 7.15pm and had dinner. today need to study for chemistry which is a quite easy subject but still need to study.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today got geography and chinese paper, confident that i can pass both paper. after exam went out with ruizhe[zhao yun], kian siong[huang zhong], matthieu[lu meng] and roy[sun ce] went out to play, first had to go to kian siong[huang zhong] house first after that went to bedok interchange to eat lunch. then went to tampines sarfra to play pool lose to roy[sun ce] one time, ruizhe[zha yue] 2 times, win matthieu[lu meng] one time and ruizhe[zhao yue] 2 times. then roy went to play bowling and bazli and his friend came to play pool stay there until 3plus then went to tampines interchange to buy something to eat. after that went home as i was feeling quite tired. four more days before exam end and after the exam i am going to play like hell but then i also have to take charge of the band, chemistry on monday, maths on tuesday, physic on wednesday and DNT on friday, must study.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

after school went to the boy toilet and inside donovan[sun jian] and ruizhe[zhao yun] hair got cut by adrian[liu bei]. after that adrian[liu bei] went for tution and donovan[sun jian] went home. went to market to eat lunch after that went back to school library and study for a while inside, kian sionhg[huang zhong] and matthieu[lu meng] was playing computer while ruizhe[zhao yue] and i study. then talk about what we want to do right after the last paper, i want to go play pool. then me and ruizhe[zhao yue] went home at 4plus. wait for ruizhe[zhao yue] bus and then went home. tonight homework got chemistry and doing it tonight so tomorrow can study. proberbly not blogging until mid year end. i wish all my brothers and sister good luck for their exams.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today almost woke up to go to school but remember today is holiday at the last min. watch tv until no more show then when to play computer. i cannot find anymore pandaman episode in youtube why must this always happen when it reach the most exciting part. today homework got DNT, finish most of my homework yesterday so tonight need to finish DNT so that tomorrow can hand up for marking. exam will restart this week and it is all the hard subject, i am not good in maths and geography so i don't think i will have good result for both subject but i hoped the rest of the subject will be better. oh and relax people i do not have terminal disease and i am not going to die so soon it is just something that i wanted to write about.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today woke up at 8 plus and talk to kian siong[huang zhong] online for a while, play com until 10pm and then received a message from ruizhe[zhao yun] asking me want to go out study but not feeling to go out or study. tomorrow no school due to labour day, and i am wondering if tomorrow i should cut my hair or should i leave until after mid-year. today homework got, DNT,chemistry,physic and maths. maybe doing some of them tonight so that tomorrow can study for mid year.
if one day you would find out that you only have a number of days left to live due to a terminal disease what would you do. if it would me i would live each day to the full and i would leave a message to all of my brotherhood and sisterhood telling them about how much they mean to me and on the day i die i would die with no regret.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei