been busy with stock checking for band, had to check for 3 days, going to have the last stock checking with the vice principle mdm tan and her auditor on tuesday after school, hope nothing will go wrong. today went to cut my hair and it burns, the barber was watching television while cutting my hair and i was damn scare. got back my result paper and this time my result were quite bad, going to put all my effort in the end of year exam. not going to blog until exams are over, ALL THE BEST TO ALL MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS FOR THE END OF YEAR.
你總說　
時間還很多　
你可以等我
以前我不懂得　
未必明天　
就有以後
想念是會呼吸的痛　
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛　
看你的信會痛　
連沈默也痛
遺憾是會呼吸的痛　
它流在血液中來回滾動
後悔不貼心會痛　
恨不懂你會痛　
想見不能見最痛
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

yesterday had CCA after school, no more CCA until exam end so can focus on studying again. after band went to change into home clothes and went for the mooncake festival which sucks this year, play poker with ruizhe[zhao yun], kian siong[huang zhong] and matthieu[lu meng]. then went to walk around the school trying to find ghost, after the festival went to eat mcdonald with ruizhe[zhao yun], kian siong[huang zhong], matthieu[lu meng] and donovan[sun jian]. wait damn long for bus and then reach home at about 11 plus, reached home and fell asleep after bathing. not going to touch my drums for until exam end and don't think will be going out to play.
i don't know what happened but it seems that it had cause a lot of changes.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

updating cause people told me to. went to play pool with ruizhe[zhao yun], matthieu[lu meng] and siya[yue ying] few days ago. nothing really much happen for the last few days, busy with some stuff so don't think will be going out to play for the remaining days of holiday. sorry bryan can't help you with your music, maybe next time dude. holidays are ending very soon and only got 3 weeks before end of year exam come, hope that my common test result will be ok.
雨停滯天空之間
像淚在眼眶盤旋
這也許是最後一次見面
沿途經過的從前
還來不及再重演
擁抱早已悄悄冷卻
海潮聲
淹沒了離別時的黃昏
只留下不捨的體溫
星空下
擁抱著快凋零的溫存
愛只能在回憶裡完整
想把你抱進身體裡面
不敢讓你看見
嘴角那顆沒落下的淚
如果這是最後一頁
在你離開之前
能否讓我把故事重寫
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today went to school for CCA from 1pm to 6pm, practice the songs we are going to play for our annual end of year graduation concert. today my drumset totally sucks, maybe going to practice for the next few day, after band went to buy drinks with the usual. don't need to go school for the next few days so time to play and rest.
小学篱芭旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里
一起长大的约定 那样真心 与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清 你是友情 还是错过的爱情

today wake up at 6.30am and went to ACJC with my band for the leadership course for music and my name is now Derrick Gary Bock Heng it started on 9am and ended at 12.30pm, after that me, teck hou, wilfred, jonah, sharlene, shiyun, dayna and jolene went to watch grown up. the movie was damn funny especially when they played the arrow game, totally going to play that for band camp. movie ended at about. 4.30pm then everyone went home as most of us were quite tired for waking up so early, reach home and fell asleep after bathing. maybe going out tomorrow or maybe not.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

exam is finally over and holidays are coming and that means time to play. after school had CCA from 2.30pm to 6.30pm, play three new songs and manage to play most of them. found out that there will be a practice during tuesday from 1pm to 6pm. tomorrow got another leadership course at ACS and may be watching movie after the course. hope my results will not be that bad.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILFRED YOU OWE ME 15 PUNCHES AND MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.
today more then half the class were sent down to stand at parade square and while the rest of us remain in our class like normal. after school eat lunch with ruizhe[zhao yun], kian siong[huang zhong] and matthieu[lu meng]. tomorrow got band after school and i heard that a lot of people might not be coming as common test is coming.
i am getting really frustrated with you guys please don't play this sort of games anymore.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

yesterday had band from 3.30pm to 6pm. after band had to stay back to talk about band camp with teck hou, joel and naqib, talk until 6.30pm then went to buy drinks with them and went home. today had DNT course and test right after school from 2pm to 5.30pm, the software damn hard to use but it was quite fun. tomorrow got social studies test so need to study tonight, CCA tomorrow on and have to go extra early.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

yesterday band was tiring, stand for almost 2 hours playing the drum before siting down and having a break. then i had to carry the bass drum and play for close to an hour, after band went to buy drinks and fries with teck hou, naqib, yan yan and yan liang. teck hou and me keep on talking in a funny slang. reach home and i couldn't stop 0my fingers from bending down, then when i was about to sleep my right ankle started to go outward as if it was being bended, happen for about 10 min before it went back to normal. went to cut my hair today cause today is my only free day. tomorrow need to go for the national day observation at bedok CC at 7am, totally regretted agreeing to replace joel to go for it lucky it is only 2 hours and breakfast is provided. next week have band for tuesday, thursday and friday for both senior and junior and DNT course on wednesday so my only free day is monday. AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!
妳的心有一道牆 但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道牆 我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE AND HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO ALL MY BROTHER AND SISTER.
today went to play pool again with ruizhe[zhao yun], kian siong[huang zhong] and siya[yue ying]. meet at bedok interchange first then went to parkway parade, won the first few match due to me being lucky, then me and siya[yue ying] team vs ruizhe[zhao yun] and kian siong[huang zhong] team. play until, 5pm, then siya[yue ying] when home. when to eat KFC as dinner, then walk around until 6.30pm, reach home at about 7.30pm and finish my homework so that today i can go out. watch ip man and it rocks can't believe how fast his fist was in the last battle, hate the japanese more after this show. i wonder which hero came first, huang fei hong, huo yuan jia or ye wen.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIAN[LIU BEI] YOU OWN ME 15 PUNCHES AND MAY ALL YOUR WISHES SOME TRUE
yesterday went to play pool at parkway, first meet ruizhe[zhao yun] at bedok interchange, then went to parkway immediately. started to play at 1plus and i won the first match and lost the next few, then kian siong[huang zhong] and her sister came to join us. play until 4plus then went to walk around until 6pm. reach home almost about 7pm, haven't did a single homework yet cause no time to do it. going for percussion outing at tuesday, watching some horror movie then josephine want to watch. but only can join them after they go cycling as i got something on until 1pm.
so many stuff need to be settle and i only have so little time.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today school celebrated national day and it was one of the worst national day celebration the school have ever did. school en at 10am and then went out with friends to mcdonalds but only stay there for 30mins before going back to school for meeting. went to changi airport's seoul garden with miss chia, joel, amos, naqib and teck hou for meeting and miss chia treat us, talk about the new band uniform we are getting which look damn nice but cost 200 dollers, talk about the end of year concert and camp for band. eat quite a lot of food and in the end the meal cost 100 plus. all of us keep on saying joel and yan yan are like a couple. had meeting until 2pm and then wanted to go meet up with my friends but it was too late. got a long weekend for me to play and rest but also got a lot of homework, tomorrow going out with ruizhe[zhao yun] to play pool.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today had CCA after school, today had to present instrument to the 4T9 students for their N level exam. had to present a lot of instrument and i accidently hit the gong too hard and my hand hurt like hell now, after the 4T9 students left, we had combine until 6pm. after band went to buy drinks with teck hou and naqib. tomorrow school celebrate mational day and school end at 10am but got a stupid meeting after school so might not be going out so early but maybe going out during afternoon, can't believe there is no performance tomorrow only us singing to all the singapore songs, got the national t-shirt today and the front sucks but the back is not bad. this weekend got a lot of homework especially chinese.
TIRED
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

yesterday had band from 3.30pm to 6pm, finally can use the AVA for band, after band teck hou treat us drink at cheers. today after school went for band meeting then went to play pool with ruizhe[zhao yun] and matthieu[lu meng], play until 3.30pm then i went home. tomorrow got band for both senior and junior from 3.30pm to 6pm and the 4T9 student will be coming to watch us play and we will have to teach them our instrument for their N level exam, i will be representing the drumset while my juniors will be representing the others like mallets, cymbols, bass/snare drum, triangle, gong, timpani and tambourine. need to go early so that we can bring out all the instrument in time. no CCA on friday and school end at 10am so will be going out to play on friday.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today after school went to play pool with ruizhe[zhao yun], matthieu[lu meng], siya[yue ying, valerie[da qiao] and weiting. play 3 on 3 and i tag with valerie[da qiao] and weiting, lost a lot of match accept one when the boys vs the girls. valerie[da qiao] went home first then li ming came and play with us, play until 5 plus and me, siya[yue ying] and weiting went home while the rest stay and continue to play. tomorrow got CCA but AVA being use for the maths competition so can only start band at 3.30pm, why can't we get our own CCA room so that this sort of thing would not keep on happening.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today went for the E year book briefing, for my CCA, today band sucks, kana scolding from mr fahmi and we had to carry use the dance room for band. today played our chosen SYF song and it was quite easy for me, today ended at about 5 plus and we had to bring back all the instrument back to the AVA. after band went to buy food with wilfred, teck hou, naqib, jonah, yan yan and yan liang, yan yan looked funny when she was focusing on eating her ice cream. then teck hou when to shake the tree outside cheers and he was kana scolded from the auntie and uncle cause he shake it and water start coming down from the tree. after that teck hou and naqib went to buy fries while the rest of us went home. this weekend got a lot of homework especially maths.
i had enough of being blame for everything when clearly it is not my fault but the teachers, you think that i wasted all my time for nothing, i can't do everything perfectly but i at least did my best to solve it, if this happen again then i might as well quit.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIAN SIONG[HUANG ZHONG] MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE, SORRY ABOUT NOT CELEBRATING YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY, PROMISE I WILL CELEBRATING IT WITH YOU TOMORROW.
today my CCA had a very big problem, we had no room to use as the AVA was used and we could not play outside as there was oral. discus for nearly an hour before we had band, we had no choice but to wait until 4.30pm then start practicing. today practice another new song which was quite easy. had band until 6pm and then had to rearrange the tables and chair, lucky yan yan was there to help as she was the chairman of that class. after band went to buy drinks with teck hou, damn hungry now got to go and eat dinner.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today went out with ruizhe[zhao yun], kian siong[huang zhong] and siya[yue ying].
first me, ruizhe[zhao yun] and siya[yue ying] meet together to buy present, after that went to meet kian siong[huang zhong] and went to somerset to buy clothes for him. went to a few shop but didn't got him anything, went to eat lunch then went to plaza singapura to walk around. for the entire afternoon siya[yue ying] keep on attacking ruizhe[zhao yun] and kian siong[huang zhong] even on the MRT, walk until 8pm and then went to take the circle line for the first time ever. walk home with kian siong[huang zhong] again, reach home at about 8.30pm.tomorrow need to do homework and study for physic test which is on monday first period.
some people say pretend means coward, so should i stop pretending and be brave or should i continue to pretend and be a coward
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today had CCA after school and me and jonah was in charge thanks to teck hou who went on a cruise, yesterday band was quite easy as we played songs like 'blue sky and sunshine' and 'ghost fleet' which sounded great. band ended earlier at about 5.30pm cause the NPCC needed to use it. after band had to punish some junior by telling them to run around the parade square.went to buy bubble tea with wilfred before going home. this weekend got maths and DNT homework, and physic test on monday.
i am lucky that i manage to escape it this time but i don't know if it will happend again.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today went to play pool with ruizhe[zhao yun] and matthieu[lu meng] at marine parade, meet ruizhe[zhao yun] and bedok interchange first and the bus we took to marine parade was damn slow. reach there about 1 plus and went to play pool. play from 1pm to 4pm and today suck at first but got better at the end, ruizhe[zhao yun] and i played by saying which ball will enter which pocket which was quite fun. after pool went to eat mcdonalds again, saw iskandar at some soccer tournament outside mcdonald. after lunch matthieu[lu meng]000 went home while me and ruizhe[zhao yun] went to parkway parade to walk around. walk until 6pm then took the same bus home. tomorrow is another week of school and CCA why can't weekends be more longer.
sometimes i feel like putting on my headphone and listening to songs at the loudest volume so that i can block out all the trouble in my mind.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

finally have time to update my blog, yesterday band sucks not only was the conductor damn angry but i couldn't keep up with the tempo so kana scolded, we got new songs like 'ghost fleet', 'pop culture' and the famous song 'nobody' by the wonder girls. all of them quite hard to play especially the drums part. i was selected to go for some national observation which was for all the CCA leader but my drum major got something on that day so he told me to go replace him, as least matthieu[lu meng] is going with me so would not be so boring. no homework this weekend so can rest.
i finally finished writing my lyrics to the new song my friend created.
as it quietens down, the flowers blossom
as it goes further, the love becomes clear
the sky is sad, yet "love" likes it.
i didn't know then, that it was love
you like to stand beside the window
its been long since since you last came
the colourful skies dyed emptiness
that yours tears smudging away
[chorus]
i don't want you to leave
i can't get rid of the gap
the feeling of missing you becomes a sea
its outside of the window, unable to get in
forgiveness comes too soon
love become an obstacle
i flew the kite too fast and it will never come back
i don't want you to leave
i can't get rid of the memories
the love that i owed you
i waiting for a restart
the skies are still beautiful
it still love the sea
the love song having lost
the love becomes inexistant.

updating my blog cause someone told me to. well had cca yesterday which was quite easy as the band manage to play quite well. today after school went to eat lunch with ruizhe[zhao yun], kian siong[huang zhong], matthieu[lu meng] and roy[sun ce] at bedok interchange. after luch went to library and i show ruizhe[zhao yun] one book named [ken shamrock the world's most dangerous man] totally regret it as now he is going to test all the strike on me tomorrow. went home first as it was quite boring and i wanted to sleep. tomorrow got maths remedial after school so going to go cca late. still need to finish writing one more chinese letter and i am clear of homework.
i always needed time on my own, i never though i need you there when i cry, and the days feel like years when i am alone. when you walk away i count the steps that you take, did you see how much i need you right now.

yesterday during DNT finally finished building my toy car but it can only go backward, went for a 'surprised' fire drill and went the entire school reach the field, the insect started to attack, grasshopper started to jump on people, ants started to bite people and dragonfly started to attack people from the sky. after school had to go take keys from mrs lua, mr fahmi was really angry when he saw a few members slacking. band ended at about 6pm and after band me, wilfred and teck hou talk to miss chia, can't believe how tough her secondary school band was which make our band look like a paradise, watched the china people performed until 7 pm and some of their singing make my ear bleed. after that went to buy drinks with wilfred and teck hou and then went home, a lot of homework this weekends so need to start doing now.
i really felt tired especially with all the things i need to do for my seniors and CCA so i am sorry if for the next few weeks i ignore you but give me a few more weeks and you will see the old me once again

after school went for meeting with teck hou and sharlene, found out that we are in charge of the E-year book for band. after meeting went up to the AVA and we borrowed miss chia laptop to use, played soccer inside AVA and then jonah and teck hou was in charge of junior band today so they fall the juniors in. did some QM stuff and had to lend one of the zhen zhou student one tuba mouthpiece for their performance tomorrow, after that went to discus the E-year book with teck hou, sharlene and yan yan. after that i went back to AVA and i felt really tired and my shoulders started to hurt so went home early. tomorrow got band and me and teck hou are still in charge until the real drum and band major come back, don't know how much longer i can keep on doing this but i will have to be strong and continued to take care of band until they come back.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

HAPPY YOUTH DAY TO ALL MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS ENJOY YOUR ONE DAY HOLIDAY.
today went out with ruizhe[zhao yun] and kian siong[huang zhong] to play pool, ruizhe[zhao yun] and i meet first and went to eat mcdonald. after lunch went to play pool, then kian siong[huang zhong] came at about 2 plus. today played quite well but my white ball always go in, surprised to see some of my band senior playing pool as well. after pool ruizhe[zhao yun] went home cause he got tution and me and kian siong[huang zhong] went to eat before going home, reached home at about 6pm and i still got homework i haven't finished yet like chinese and chemistry. tomorrow got band for senior from 3.30pm to 6pm.
who can save me?
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today had band after school, first got a meeting with comminitee members. after that went to do some quatermaster things and my two assistant went to practice their instrument. band ended at about 6pm and then went to buy drinks with teck hou and was surprised to see sharlene, shiyun, hor kuan and yan yan . reach home at about 6.30pm and my head hurt like hell. tomorrow is be yourself day but i still have CCA so have to wear school uniform.
it happened for the first time and it was the most painful thing i have ever experiences, please don't tell me it is going to be like this for the rest of my life.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUIZHE[ZHAO YUN] ALTHOUGHT YOU ALWAY HIT ME AND INSULT ME BUT YOU ARE STILL MY BROTHER NO MATTER WHAT, MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.
today school restart and my class timetable had a lot of changes and my english teacher change for the third time. after school had lunch with adrian[liu bei], kian siong[huang zhong], matthieu[lu meng] and the birthday boy ruizhe[zhao yun]. after lunch all of us went home to change into our home clothes then we all went to marine parade to play pool to celebrate ruizhe[zhao yun] birthday, surprisingly i today played quite well some are lucky shots while the rest are not maybe it is becausee of the glove i wear when i was playing. play from 4.30pm to 6.30pm and matthieu[lu meng] went home but the rest of us continue to play until 7.30pm. after pool went to eat dinner and after dinner all of us went home as we were all feeling damn tired, reached home at 9pm and didn't do my homework cause i left my maths textbook in class, copying from my classmate tomorrow morning. tomorrow got band and i will be busying doing quatermaster stuff but i got 2 assistant to help me and they are yan yan and zi chen.
Derick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today went to make new glasses and cut my hair. first went to make my glasses and found out that my degree is 400, the glasses cost about $90. then went to cut my hair and now my hair is quite weird. still have not done any homework but maybe doing some tonight and tomorrow. oh ya and thanks for the new 'gloves' kian siong [huang zhong] but it is quite weird to play the drums while wearing it.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

hey i am back from band camp. last three days has been tiring but fun. report at 8 am on the first day and i saw the people going to OBS camp, didn't go for marching cause mr fahmi wanted to change the menu for BBQ, after marching was game which was fun, mrs lua was in charge for all of our breakfast, lunch and dinner and she order from the canteen, had spaggetti for lunch which sucks. then had band practice until dinner, chicken rice and milo for dinner which again sucks but the soup they gave was nice. then went to watch swings girls in the AVA until 9 plus. went to a classroom to watch toy story 3 with my seniors. bath at about 11 plus then went to turn off all the lights in the sleeping rooms at 11.30pm, went around checking if people are asleep. slept at about 1 am then woke up at 6 am next day. had mee goreng for breakfast which was nice but too spicy, had band practice until lunch which was mee siam which is nice. more band practice after lunch and we play new songs like 'i will survive' and the chinese song 'the moon represent my heart'. then had to prepare for the graduating ceremony and i was surprise that the principal mr boo came, watch the video that the senior make and then found out who is the new commintee people. the following are the poeple and their post.
Hye Won [flute and oboe sectional leader]
Jolene [clarinet sectional leader]
Joed [saxophone sectional leader]
Joshua [french horn sectional leader]
Cok Wai [trombone sectional leader]
Wei Jie [trumpet sectional leader]
Ridwan [tuba and euphonium sectional leader]
Arrys [assistant wardrobe]
Shi Yun [wardrobe]
Sen Yang [treasurer]
Fasai and Dayna [assistant librarian]
Wilfred [librarian]
Josephine [assistant secutary]
Sharlene [secutary]
Yan Yan and Zhi Chen [assistant quatermaster]
Derrick [quatermaster]
Jonah and Teck Hou [junior band IC]
Joel [drum major]
sharul [band major]
after the ceremony was BBQ which lasted until about 10 plus, went to bath at about 11 plus and again went to switch off the lights. slept at about 12am and woke up at 5.45am. had mee sotong for breakfast which was the best, had marching with instrument from 8am to 10.15am. then had band practice until 11am and then went to pack up our stuff. fall the band in before letting them go home. went to eat lunch with joel, jonah, yan yan and yan liang. went home at about 6pm and now damn tired. still got homework not done maybe going to do it tomorrow.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

going to camp from 21 june to 23 june, don't call me or sms for the next few days cause i will be too busy to answer your calls or read your message. not going to blog for the next few days as well but i will blog once i come back from camp.
destiny says that i only can live for 3 more years, but i decided that i am going to challenge destiny and make my own destiny. even if i can only live for 3 more years i will live it like it was 30 or 300 years.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today went out with teck hou, josephine and yan yan to BBQ wholesale to order the food, took the order form and went to the bus stop to decide what to buy. after that went back in and teck hou started to talk about balls then all of us laughed like hell, spend about 1 hour plus before finishing. then went back to bedok interchange and go into fairprice to buy drinks and some more BBQ stuff, the girls said they want to buy some snack but in the end it was a lot so had to lend josephine money, manage to stay within the budget for the entire BBQ stuff. after that, josephine went home while the rest of us went to parkway to buy present for graduating seniors, i didn't buy anything as i don't know what to buy for my senior. so told josephine to buy first then i pay her later, after looking at about 5 shop yan yan finally know what to buy so went to timezone to play, lost to teck hou in car race and then teck hou keep on losing to the computer damn funny, also went to play another game that make us all laughed. after that went to giant and found out that they sell the tray for 99 cents and ours was damn expensive. after that, yan yan went for tution while me and teck hou took the same bus home. still need to buy butter and more drinks on the actual day, hope that everything can go smooth.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today went to school to do stock checking, i only have 1 hours and 30 min to do so i had to rush. managed yo finished everything by 12.30pm but had to stay to help the juniors take their instrument, bring the bassoon down while my junior brought the tuba down, call a taxi to come and we had problem putting in the tuba, in the end we the uncle had to use rope. saw valerie[da qiao] and jamie[diao chan] in school before going out. went to eat lunch with ruizhe[zhao yun], kian siong[huang zhong] and matthieu[lu meng], after lunch felt tired so i went home while the three of them went back to school. reach home, bath and sleep, still got a lot of thing need to settle for camp maybe need to make another trip to school to settle everything.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

yesterday went out with ruizhe[zhao yun], kian siong[huang zhong] and matthieu[lu meng] to play pool. meet at 11.30pm at bedok interchange and went to marine parade, win 3 match lose 5 match. play until 3 plus and went to eat lunch at a place matthieu[lu meng] recommand, after lunch went to tampines to meet the girls and once again siya[yue ying] was late. walk around tampines, and went into yamaha shop and the guitar siya[yue ying] wanted to buy was gone. after that went to century square to buy movie ticket for the karate kid, went to eat dinner and ruizhe[zhao yun] and matthieu[lu meng] once again bullied me when they took my handphone and wanted to do something, took back my phone but forget where is my bag. went into fairprice to buy drinks and snack to bring into the theater, all of them make so many noise inside fairprice that make my head dizzy. after that went inside the theater and movie started at 7.30pm, the movie was great and funny but how come in the end they only became friend after they kiss, movie ended at about 9.45pm which mean the movie was 2 hours and 15 min which is actually quite long. after movie saw shih ting[ma chao] and harry eating, talked to them before going. everyone except charmaine[sun shang xiang] took the train home, reach home at about 10.30pm and feeling damn tired. today weather damn cold that my body keep on shaking for the entire morning. tomorrow need to go to school to do stock checking for BBQ stuff and check if the AVA laptop can play DVD for the movie night during band camp, hoped everything can go smooth for me tomorrow.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

sorry for not blogging so long. no i am not mad or dead i just fell sick, can't get out of my bed even if i do i can only stand up for a while. today recovered but still a little sick, went to school for meeting with food and BBQ IC, talk about how many food we need to order and we managed to finish everything within 2 hours, so happy that almost everybody came except for 2 which went oversea. after the meeting when to eat lunch with my percussion section junior who are jonah, josephine and chai rin, i wanted our section to go out together one day so that we can have fun together and bond more. after lunch went home and had medicine. tomorrow going out with the brotherhood and sisterhood to watch karate kid, hope that tomorrow i can fully recovered so that i can go out with them.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

one afternoon, there was nothing in my head, i didn't have anyone i can talk to i can only sit down and look up to the sky. at that time i felt sad and lonely, the thought of me going to die and no one beside me is the most scariest thing i have ever thought of. who am i? am i derrick or am i zhang fei, have i done anything thing in this world and if i die would anyone remember my name. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN [COUSIN] I AM GOING TO PUNCH YOU 15 TIMES TONIGHT. today finally can rest at home and play computer. tonight going to his house to help with the decoration and buy stuff for him, wonder what to buy for him . i also need to do some camp stuff so maybe going to be busy for the next few days again. as i fear i am sick again must be the raining and air-coning for the last few days that cause me to be sick but still going to party like hell.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today went to school for the cca course again. this time it was at the design studio. like yesterday listen to the guy talk and talk and talk and adrian[liu bei] and jamie[diao chan] still throwing paper plates at each other like kids. went to eat lunch with adrian[liu bei], jamie[diao chan] and miao ling[xiao qiao], after lunch went back to school and stay there until the course end at 4.30pm. had to do a feedback form and at the end took a group photo, went home feeling damn cold please don't tell me i am going to be sick again. tomorrow going to rest at home but maybe going out on thursday.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

went to school today for the cca leadership course from 9am to 5pm. sit with adrian[liu bei], jamie[diao chan], miao ling[xiao qiao] and teck hou. listen to the guy talk and talk and talk. eat lunch with teck hou and came back hoping to do some stock checking but no key so cannot open the band room. adrian[liu bei] and jamie[diao chan] was throwing paper plates at each other for the entire course damn childish sia the both of them, went home and damn sleepy. tomorrow still got one more course and also need to do the homework they want us to do.
my brain is like a ticking time bomb, i don't know when it will go off but i must not let it hurt other people.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE[DA QIAO] MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.
today went to school for bv bazaar and for the entire day stay at ISH to help 3n4 with their store. stay there until about 5 plus, after that some of us went home to change, while me, matthieu[lu meng], valerie[da qiao], jamie[diao chan] went to tampines to play poker. play until charmaine[sun shang xiang] came and then slowly the rest came. went to the marpuku to eat and after eating play cards again. suddenly weiting came wearing the girl guide uniform and then matthieu[lu meng] said mrs swee and ruizhe[zhao yue], kian dions[huang zhong] and me were like then scared when he said mrs swee. play until the girls finished talking and then went walking around before some of the girls and matthieu[lu meng] went home. went to tampines mall and saw two guy fighting on the escalator and the women beside them shout like hell. watched the entire fight before going to century square cause siya[yue ying] said she was there then she said she is at toy r us in tampines mall. ruizhe[zhao yue] had to go to airport so he leave first, went to toy r us and siya[yue ying], weiting and wei sin was playing the capsule thingy siya[yue ying] coin got stuck so need to write down something. then went to see the guy who was in the fight and the police was there, all of us took the mrt home and me and kian siong walk home together again. reach home and damn tired but lucky tomorrow can rest for the entire day.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

went to school today for band and was surprised to see a lot of people in the conference room. today wilfred and arrys was in charge but in the end i have to do most of the jobs cause repairman came and i have to make sure that all the instrument is fixed. today practice 'reach out i will be there' and don't know why but my leg suddenly cannot move so no sound from my bass drum. had band from 2.30pm to 6.30pm and had to do loan book duty. had to take the music room key, band room key and attendance book home cause mrs lua was not in school so tomorrow she is coming to my house to take all it. today i found out is my chinese birthday so happy birthday to me again. tomorrow got BV bazaar, don't know why but i don't really want to go but i need to go.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei

today forgot that i got the computer thing so didn't go for it, went to school at about 12 plus for band and me and tech hou was in charge again, today had to use the music room which is very far away from the AVA so damn tired after carrying instrument. today practice 'reach out i will be there' and i finally know how to play but my bass drum and fill up need to work got it. had band until 5.30pm then the percussion don't need to put carry the instrument back as we are using the music room tomorrow but the other section had to carry back. had meeting with the camp cominitee after band and the funniest thing happened, teck hou accidently grouped yan yan with all the boys so she is the only girl in that group. laughed until i forget that my bag was still in the music room after i locked it so had to wait for teck hou to unlock it again. went home with teck hou and nagib. tomorrow got band from 2.30pm to 6.30pm.
Derrick Ong a.k.a Zhang Fei